Hey my lovely readers!
It's been a while since I actually posted, I've been trying to find a job which I'm hoping it will come soon... I've also decided to do what I always wanted to do which is studying, so... I applied at Rhodes University and I'm hoping that by mid year I'll be starting with my classed. Yay!
Bad news is that I don't have money to pay for my tuition hence why I need a job really badly.
And...
ETHNOMUSICOLOGY is the course I'm looking forward to studying.
Love you guys.
Week 2
♡We all wish for good things that of the time can't match with, despite the challenge we're given to achieve getting to pursue and conquer, relationship wise, employment wise are two challenges, relationships can end in a defeat or win just like employment, we want to win without any defeats but, How many defeats should we go through to actually get a win?♡
On their way back Jenny asks Bandile why his father is to work possessed and seemed he's not happy to see her, she was too down and couldn't even look Bandile in the eye.
"My Father is too business struck and always does things for the future, his my father and I love him for that", he replied.
There was a lot of odd moment where Jenny would just keep quiet when Bandile would make conversion, she ended up looking the opposite way till they got back in Rustenburg. She asked why they passing her school as they agreed to come for the meeting, Bandile replied by saying "They know about your incident and said that we should come tomorrow morning to hear the review of what was said".
Jenny kept quiet until Bandile stopped by his place, he went in without telling Jenny if he's taking her home or not. He went in and fetched chairs and sat down looking at Jenny in the car, he was angry but calm about it. She got out of the car and asked him if he's taking her home which he declined. When she was about to go back to the car to take her things Bandile locked the car and told her that she's not going anywhere. He stood up and went into the house to fix himself a glass of single malt whisky and came back. She finds her at the gate, he went back inside and played
》》》Quintin Harris Feat. Margaret Grace - My Joy (DukeSoul's Bootleg mix)《《《
Jenny sat down on the floor and Bandile came and joined her, he was dressed in a white sweater and a pair of tan long pants and formal shoes. He told her that he had ran her a bath and she should go get clean, she looked at him like she wants to kill him but out of desperation she knew she had to do what he said so that she can just get her things and leave, ( a sister can't leave without her phone, any lady knows that it's an instant phone book on the go).
She went in to Bandile's bedroom and unclothed, she wrapped herself in a towel, as she was tieing her hair to the top, he walked in and told Jenny that he's not happy about how Jenny Is acting today, Jenny tried to avoid him but got into her way and cupped her chin and looked her in the eyes and said he does not like how she's acting, Jenny replied by telling him how she wasn't ready to meet his father and to receive a promise ring so soon and unexpected, it made her look unprepared to meet him even the incident was a good example . She slapped his hand off of her chin and pushed him to the side and went to take her commanded bath. When she got out Bandile was playing her song by Martin Iveson titled 13.10.11 13.11.11, she went to the amplifier and turned it up and went to the bedroom, he restarted it and followed her in she got surprised by the large noise he made when he got in, Bandile took of his sweater and Layed on the bed watching Jenny lotions herself, he started teasing Jenny which ended up with her laying next to him wrapped in towel only. She went into Bandile's wardrobe to find a pair of tights and white vest.
It suited her tiny body and went back in bed with Bandile. The song was on repeat and Jenny loved it, to her it was a lullaby of forgetting all bad things and concentrating on a better future, it made her forget about her troubles at home and where she is, she's not getting younger and doesn't want to end up at home isolated again. It was her song for new beginnings and a better future.
Bandile wrapped himself with Jenny dosed off, she woke up finding Bandile on top of her with nothing on and kissing her, she fell for it but what kind of sleep was that? She normally felt everything that goes on around her body even when she was asleep, waking up half naked was very strange, Bandile made her mourns and she asked what's the occasion for this, he said its for her and he's apologising for what happened with his father and the surprise, then it went on, he went all out on this one, strawberries, warm dripping chocolate, dark chocolate cake as it was Jenny's favourite and good music. He got up, made her feel wanted and nourished but it had to end as tomorrow was another day, it was 7pm and decided to take Jenny to her apartment, she wore his clothing and took pictures, put on instagram, previous videos taken also were put there, it was now official that they were a couple a happy one but is it going to last?
All good things have an ending...
She tried not to be positive about him as it might just vanish, she knew it was a risk but she also thought of someone she also loved but never had, Chris her varsity sweet crush, also from Mpumalanga and Zulu. Every time shed think about him her heart would just melt, float in the air and come crashing to earth, she wanted him so much but couldn't because of how she used to live, taking a gap of 6 months without doing anything and her being in college, it broke her heart but learned to get back in the game and at least pass well and get a good job . She needs to be independent and archive something in life to be someone, by this she would have fulfilled his promise to Chris and maybe settle for something rather than being a mere friend. Chris was one guy Jenny ever had such feelings for but you know what they say friends can be lovers but not the other way round.
Hey Lovely Readers!
I've missed you so much that I just don't want to leave you again...stranded lol
I'm back again trying to make ends meet but Hey! I got you!
Since it's TBT I decided to be my own TBT.
Here I am back in 2012/3 when I still had "ironed" hair lol
Wonderful Throwback
Hope you guys love it!
Little Miss poncho
While you're at it, share yours!
It's too fresh to even understand...
Its beyond before you can see
It's forward before you can think...
I gave you me to fulfil yourself
You never wondered if it's human meat you're sucking on...
You ripped me silently before you attached a Silver Crown and an old Rice Rag to cover me spontaneously!
Yet I smile
Brown wheats wilt through the vine grass which I saw hope in
"Better days are coming"
"Better days are coming"
"Better days are coming"
Silent I stood pouring out my anointed vile of what's left of me...
Eat and see if peace will reign, eat and watch if quiet rings, drink me up and view sadness upon strings upon string upon Strings.
I hold it Rightfully as I've erupted into what nature calls Echoes,
Silently brush the woods swish peaceful at ease.
Time is I so fruitful to peace I echoes,
For I trade time for peace, peace for time, time to time... peace to breeze, breeze to echoes, echoes at rest for it is I to laid rest
In God I know, in God I pray, in God I believe, in God I'm Peace.
Week 2 day 1
Morning Glory
Jenny wakes up to the smell of fresh herbs and Bandile not being on her side, she thought she chased him away, when she opened the door to go brush her teeth she saw a Miracle! Bandile was making breakfast and he was singing.
"Love like a raging river, what part of language can you blame it, you! You're the quiet shy type and me on the soulful mourners, Oh Morning Sthandwa Sam ( Morning My Love)"
He was dancing and this confused Jenny, cause she thought not opening up to him would chase him away.
Bandile: Hawu! Muntu Wam (my person) don't I deserve a Morning hug?
Jenny blushed and said, I have to go brush my teeth first or else you won't want to kiss me ever again.
Bandile : Ok then, breakfast will be ready when you come out.
She blushed and decided to give Bandile a tease, she wrapped herself in a small towel and to the bathroom. Bandile saw that and took a sigh filled deep breath. When she got out she knew what was about to go down, either its going for the long whole or the teaser. She opened the door and Bandile was waiting for her, she went to him,
" Hawu baby, here's breakfast and where's my morn..."
Jenny spread her legs to sit on him and gave him a Fresh long kiss. She guided his hands on to her thighs making their way under her towel, she started to breath heavily, he caressed his way to her butt, he thought she was wearing something inside but no, he traveled slowly to her belly button, she came even closer to him, as she was on his last lap, Jenny stopped and looked at him, she nibbled her way to his neck, it drove all guys crazy so did Bandile, knew he wasn't able to get one but Jenny put it on his hand, she knew his hands were going to be occupied for a few seconds so she teased him, back scratches, ear nib sucking and neck nibbling is what she did to make him take deep breaths. He glided it slowly caressing it with her own enjoyment paddle, she took out her mourns, she started to be lost in this moment, he picked her up and Layed her on the blankets, she covered both of them up and kicked in, to Jenny it was never a good thing but it led there so it went on, and on, and on. She wanted to sleep but she couldn't she had to go to school to ask few questions about the scopes and all at 9am, it was already 7h30. She Layed there shocked and nervous about what he thinks about her, she was quiet and she glazed to the roof like a Nandos Mild Full Chicken. Bandile turned to her and kissed her and kissed her stomach too, he hugged her and said it was amazing, and that it has been a while cause all seemed loose ended. Jenny was shocked and got up and went to the bathroom which Bandile joined her, she was just sitting there and running the water, Bandile said,
" I see you're bothered by the fact that we did what we did, I'm not a player and I want you to be committed to me and I be committed to you too, look maybe it was too soon but it was going to happen anytime soon, let's bath and go to my place to get dressed I have to take you somewhere."
They had their times in the shower where he'd steal kisses from her or either give her them and get picked up, he'd dare her and ask her questions and if she got them wrong he'd kick in, it was risky but it was cool, he picks up her legs to create room for himself and laugh it away, the more time Jenny spent thinking about answers the more he rolled in,
"This is the last and final question, name the 7 kinds of entrepreneurs, he said locating it on the mouth of her desire, said Bandile. "
" That will take time to answer, her fingers making way to her playground, and his eyes saw that.
"We don't have all morning kana" He said.
Co-preneurs, techno-preneurs, social preneurs, women entrepreneurs, corporate entrepreneurs and corporate cast offs and drop offs....
He got in, he thrusted and let his fingers play in her play ground, she mourned and released, she was shaking, Babe am I that good? He asked, she nodded. He got out and she was weak, she took her towel and went out. She was feeling sleepy but had to go to school, she got into her room to find Bandile on her phone in his tights and just took out her traditional long dress and started lotioning herself, she put her bra and boy shorts on, she made her hair while Bandile watched her. She lightly brushed her face and then wore her dress, she looked stunning like a proper makoti (Bride) and then wore her Vans white sneakers. She accessories and looked at Bandile,
How do I look?
Bandile : How am I going to match with that? You look like a makoti, he said.
Jenny handed him and asked if she could warm the breakfast cause she disturbed it . Which she did warm up and ate, she took out her handbag and put her books in and also her purse. After finishing their breakfast she locked and went downstairs to find Bandile already waiting for her, he glazed as Jenny walked down on the stairs and smiled, even security guards whistled at her. She got in the car and they drove to his place.
