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Week 2

♡We all wish for good things that of the time can't match with, despite the challenge we're given to achieve getting to pursue and conquer,  relationship wise, employment wise are two challenges,  relationships can end in a defeat or win just like employment,  we want to win without any defeats but, How many defeats should we go through to actually get a win?♡

On their way back Jenny asks Bandile why his father is to work possessed and seemed he's not happy to see her, she was too down and couldn't even look Bandile in the eye.
"My Father is too business struck and always does things for the future,  his my father and I love him for that", he replied.
There was a lot of odd moment where Jenny would just keep quiet when Bandile would make conversion,  she ended up looking the opposite way till they got back in Rustenburg. She asked why they passing her school as they agreed to come for the meeting, Bandile replied by saying "They know about your incident and said that we should come tomorrow morning to hear the review of what was said".
Jenny kept quiet until Bandile stopped by his place, he went in without telling Jenny if he's taking her home or not. He went in and fetched chairs and sat down looking at Jenny in the car, he was angry but calm about it. She got out of the car and asked him if he's taking her home which he declined. When she was about to go back to the car to take her things Bandile locked the car and told her that she's not going anywhere. He stood up and went into the house to fix himself a glass of single malt whisky and came back. She finds her at the gate, he went back inside and played

》》》Quintin Harris Feat. Margaret Grace - My Joy (DukeSoul's Bootleg mix)《《《

Jenny sat down on the floor and Bandile came and joined her, he was dressed in a white sweater and a pair of tan long pants and formal shoes. He told her that he had ran her a bath and she should go get clean, she looked at him like she wants to kill him but out of desperation she knew she had to do what he said so that she can just get her things and leave, ( a sister can't leave without her phone, any lady knows that it's an instant phone book on the go).
She went in to Bandile's bedroom and unclothed,  she wrapped herself in a towel, as she was tieing her hair to the top, he walked in and told Jenny that he's not happy about how Jenny Is acting today, Jenny tried to avoid him but got into her way and cupped her chin and looked her in the eyes and said he does not like how she's acting, Jenny replied by telling him how she wasn't ready to meet his father and to receive a promise ring so soon and unexpected,  it made her look unprepared to meet him even the incident was a good example . She slapped his hand off of her chin and pushed him to the side and went to take her commanded bath. When she got out Bandile was playing her song by Martin Iveson titled 13.10.11 13.11.11, she went to the amplifier and turned it up and went to the bedroom, he restarted it and followed her in she got surprised by the large noise he made when he got in, Bandile took of his sweater and Layed on the bed watching Jenny lotions herself, he started teasing Jenny which ended up with her laying next to him wrapped in towel only. She went into Bandile's wardrobe to find a pair of tights and white vest.
It suited her tiny body and went back in bed with Bandile. The song was on repeat and Jenny loved it, to her it was a lullaby of forgetting all bad things and concentrating on a better future, it made her forget about her troubles at home and where she is, she's not getting younger and doesn't want to end up at home isolated again. It was her song for new beginnings and a better future.
Bandile wrapped himself with Jenny dosed off, she woke up finding Bandile on top of her with nothing on and kissing her, she fell for it but what kind of sleep was that? She normally felt everything that goes on around her body even when she was asleep, waking up half naked was very strange, Bandile made her mourns and she asked what's the occasion for this, he said its for her and he's apologising for what happened with his father and the surprise,  then it went on, he went all out on this one, strawberries, warm dripping chocolate,  dark chocolate cake as it was Jenny's favourite and good music. He got up, made her feel wanted and nourished but it had to end as tomorrow was another day, it was 7pm and decided to take Jenny to her apartment,  she wore his clothing and took pictures, put on instagram, previous videos taken also were put there, it was now official that they were a couple a happy one but is it going to last?
All good things have an ending...

She tried not to be positive about him as it might just vanish, she knew it was a risk but she also thought of someone she also loved but never had, Chris her varsity sweet crush, also from Mpumalanga and Zulu. Every time shed think about him her heart would just melt, float in the air and come crashing to earth, she wanted him so much but couldn't because of how she used to live, taking a gap of 6 months without doing anything and her being in college,  it broke her heart but learned to get back in the game and at least pass well and get a good job . She needs to be independent and archive something in life to be someone, by this she would have fulfilled his promise to Chris and maybe settle for something rather than being a  mere friend. Chris was one guy Jenny ever had such feelings for but you know what they say friends can be lovers but not the other way round.

Jenny

Hey Lovely Readers!
I've missed you so much that I just don't want to leave you again...stranded lol

I'm back again trying to make ends meet but Hey! I got you!

Way back!!

Throwback Number 2

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Throwback Thursdays

Since it's TBT I decided to be my own TBT.

Here I am back in 2012/3 when I still had "ironed" hair lol
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Torn heart fed to its makers

It's too fresh to even understand...
Its beyond before you can see
It's forward before you can think...

I gave you me to fulfil yourself
You never wondered if it's human meat you're sucking on...
You ripped me silently before you attached a Silver Crown and an old Rice Rag to cover me spontaneously!
Yet I smile

Brown wheats wilt through the vine grass which I saw hope in
"Better days are coming"
"Better days are coming"
"Better days are coming"
Silent I stood pouring out my anointed vile of what's left of me...

Eat and see if peace will reign, eat and watch if quiet rings, drink me up and view sadness upon strings upon string upon Strings.

I hold it Rightfully as I've erupted into what nature calls Echoes,
Silently brush the woods swish peaceful at ease.
Time is I so fruitful to peace I echoes,
For I trade time for peace, peace for time, time to time... peace to breeze,  breeze to echoes, echoes at rest for it is I to laid rest

In God I know, in God I pray, in God I believe, in God I'm  Peace.

B2C #2.1

Week 2 day 1
Morning Glory

Jenny wakes up to the smell of fresh herbs and Bandile not being on her side, she thought she chased him away,  when she opened the door to go brush her teeth she saw a Miracle! Bandile was making breakfast and he was singing.

"Love like a raging river, what part of language can you blame it, you!  You're the quiet shy type and me on the soulful mourners, Oh Morning Sthandwa Sam ( Morning My Love)"
He was dancing and this confused Jenny, cause she thought not opening up to him would chase him away.

Bandile: Hawu! Muntu Wam (my person) don't I deserve a Morning hug?
Jenny blushed and said, I have to go brush my teeth first or else you won't want to kiss me ever again.
Bandile : Ok then, breakfast will be ready when you come out.

She blushed and decided to give Bandile a tease, she wrapped herself in a small towel and to the bathroom. Bandile saw that and took a sigh filled deep breath. When she got out she knew what was about to go down, either its going for the long whole or the teaser. She opened the door and Bandile was waiting for her, she went to him,
" Hawu baby, here's breakfast and where's my morn..."
Jenny spread her legs to sit on him and gave him a Fresh long kiss. She guided his hands on to her thighs making their way under her towel, she started to breath heavily,  he caressed his way to her butt, he thought she was wearing something inside but no, he traveled slowly to her belly button, she came even closer to him, as she was on his last lap, Jenny stopped and looked at him, she nibbled her way to his neck, it drove all guys crazy so did Bandile,  knew he wasn't able to get one but Jenny put it on his hand, she knew his hands were going to be occupied for a few seconds so she teased him, back scratches, ear nib sucking and neck nibbling is what she did to make him take deep breaths. He glided it slowly caressing it with her own enjoyment paddle, she took out her mourns, she started to be lost in this moment, he picked her up and Layed her on the blankets,  she covered both of them up and kicked in, to Jenny it was never a good thing but it led there so it went on, and on, and on. She wanted to sleep but she couldn't she had to go to school to ask few questions about the scopes and all at 9am, it was already 7h30. She Layed there shocked and nervous about what he thinks about her, she was quiet and she glazed to the roof like a Nandos Mild Full Chicken. Bandile turned to her and kissed her and kissed her stomach too, he hugged her and said it was amazing,  and that it has been a while cause all seemed loose ended. Jenny was shocked and got up and went to the bathroom which Bandile joined her, she was just sitting there and running the water, Bandile said,
"  I see you're bothered by the fact that we did what we did, I'm not a player and I want you to be committed to me and I be committed to you too, look maybe it was too soon but it was going to happen anytime soon, let's bath and go to my place to get dressed I have to take you somewhere."

They had their times in the shower where he'd steal kisses from her or either give her them and get picked up,  he'd dare her and ask her questions and if she got them wrong he'd kick in,  it was risky but it was cool, he picks up her legs to create room for himself and laugh it away, the more time Jenny spent thinking about answers the more he rolled in,
"This is the last and final question,  name the 7 kinds of entrepreneurs,  he said locating it on the mouth of her desire, said Bandile. "
" That will take time to answer, her fingers making way to her playground, and his eyes saw that.
"We don't have all morning kana" He said.
Co-preneurs, techno-preneurs, social preneurs,  women entrepreneurs,  corporate entrepreneurs and corporate cast offs and drop offs....
He got in, he thrusted and let his fingers play in her play ground, she mourned and released, she was shaking, Babe am I that good? He asked, she nodded. He got out and she was weak, she took her towel and went out. She was feeling sleepy but had to go to school, she got into her room to find Bandile on her phone in his tights and just took out her traditional long dress and started lotioning herself, she put her bra and boy shorts on, she made her hair while Bandile watched her. She lightly brushed her face and then wore her dress, she looked stunning like a proper makoti (Bride) and then wore her Vans white sneakers. She accessories and looked at Bandile,
How do I look?
Bandile : How am I going to match with that?  You look like a makoti, he said.
Jenny handed him and asked if she could warm the breakfast cause she disturbed it . Which she did warm up and ate, she took out her handbag and put her books in and also her purse. After finishing their breakfast she locked and went downstairs to find Bandile already waiting for her, he glazed as Jenny walked down on the stairs and smiled, even security guards whistled at her. She got in the car and they drove to his place.

B2C #7

Week 1 day 7
Bandile and Commitments.

During the week Jenny was feeling more lonelier than usual,  she was used to Bandile's company and smiled every time she thought about him. With less than few days before he goes home Jenny decided to ask him out before he was able to go home, she left him few messages on his phone and still no reply. She decided to check on him by calling,

Bandile's phone: Hello? *women's voice answering*
Jenny: Hi who's this?
Lady: Bandile's  partner.
Jenny. Ok, could you kindly tell Bandile that Jenny called.
Lady: Ok shap.

They dropped,  and her consciousness drove all the way through her heart and hoped eagerly that he'll call back. Tears filled her eyes for hours, could this be another type of a player game or some sort? She tried to keep herself busy with all sorts of stuff but not studying, she ended up on the couch watching soapy movies to help her cry a bit with a ice cream bucket on her lap. 
Few hours later Bandile called and asked if he could come through, he heard that Jenny was crying but didn't ask further why she was, few minutes later Bandile was knocking on Jenny's apartment door and her eyes were swelled up and red which was a sign of crying.
"Look, if you are a player because you have everything and I don't please leave, it's pointless to be crying for people that's surely don't deserve to be cried on, I called you today and a lady picked up your phone, she says she's your partner,  I have a lot to deal with in my plate and I don't want to bring more problems in it so please, it's up to you to explain yourself or just leave.

Bandile was shocked, he was muttering and didn't know what to say but to just say sorry as the lady was a gym instructor but didn't know that she had his phone on her, "honestly, I wouldn't do such to hurt you, as for being a player, I changed" believe me, I really have. He went on his knees and hugged Jenny on her waist so hard that Jenny cried out loud, the student neighbours came to check out what's wrong but ended up peeking out from their doors.

"I'm Soo Sorry I won't do anything like that ever please don't lock me out of your heart, I need you,*crying*" He said loudly while still hugging her waist.
Moments after they all went silent... Jenny hugged him back and comforted him, she asked him to stand up, let's watch tv my ice cream is melted she said. I brought ice cream with me but I didn't know what you were actually crying about till I came to your apartment. They both went to fetch it in his car but ended with passionate hardcore kisses in the car, the ice cream was half melted and it was already late and time for visitors to go home when Bandile told Jenny how he bribed the security guards with R400 to let him spend the night. Jenny started to cook when Bandile went into her room and plugged in her tablet to the Hi-Fi he played Jenny's music softly and joined her by helping her prepare dinner for themselves. He just couldn't keep his hands to himself,  he caressed her body sizing it through his hands, he untied her warm gown and enjoyed feeling a super body with no tyres around but still had meat like a proper packed meat fridge. She knows she has the body but not the right looks and for a guy to see that is to wear tight clothes, but she's not like that.

The food was done and plated, they went to eat in Jenny's room and watch movies. She let Bandile do the honors and just serve him, he was cold when Jenny took off her gown and gave it to him as if it was going to fit him properly, and took out a warm blanket from her closet when Bandile recognised that there were only 8 hangers and only 5 were occupied, her folded clothes were also few this raised Bandile's eyebrow,
"Baby why do you have small clothes?" He asked.
" I'm not a fan of clothing, as much as I do try to change my wardrobe and all my cash ends up being less or either not even enough so I just chow it on other things like music or gadgets." She replied.
He seemed quite confused but he does not really know Jenny to ask her about her life and family so he ket it to himself, but wonders why. As he looks deep in her closet he could see that most of Jenny's clothing is old but she really does take care of her clothes. He felt like he can help but he knows that Jenny won't agree, she just said she's from a village but not her situations,

"Baby what will you first do when you get paid when you work?" Bandile asked Jenny.
"Well  I'd send them a share of my pay maybe 50% of it then the rest spend it on school things mostly clothing, she replied."
Bandile : But why send cash to your parents?
Jenny : Because they suffering and I'd like to take care of them too just like how they wished me to help them, my parents both don't pay my tuition fee and my brother says he won't be paying any longer so I have to stand on my own, I'll do it on my own I know I can.
Bandile knew there was something wrong but couldn't put his finger on it but he got his answers, he's dealing with a person that always thinks about those she cares most about and less about herself. He knows that this type of person is tough to come across in life, people that never set boundaries in changing other people's lives aiming to get more out of it rather than aiming to make themselves feel better and ones their hearts are broken, you have broken alot more than just one heart but several more of them.

He knew he had to live a pure life based on communication and honesty. Jenny started asking him questions as she saw he was deep in his thoughts but didn't get anything positive out of it and continued eating and dancing.  After the dinner she took out her wine and two glasses, everything seemed odd with the both being quiet most of the time and Jenny didn't mind but just having a lot to drink was one thing she did and achieved, 3 were enough to get her throughout the night,  she took out another two of her blankets and another pillow and started to lay on the floor, the heater was on but did nothing to justice so the blankets were. Bandile joined her and cuddled cause they needed the warmth, he was enjoying the moment being able to feel Jenny's skin as he made his way through her clothes which made him tighten his grip on to her, she felt it and released a quick sigh of breath, he held her even tighter, it hurts her and told him he was hurting her but this didn't come to his mind, she started to lose breath when his had made way to her two ladies and she went weak and numb. He rolled, rubbed and ran them through his fingers perking and teasing her to pleasure, deep breaths are escaping her mouth just couldn't do it, she wanted to cry out loud but couldn't instead she pushed his hands back to him and turned. She was too scared that the cookie jar will be the reason for him to leave, she doesn't want to rush but make it worth it so she told him that doing this won't solve anything but just lust, he understood but brothers was up and ready it was not right but he just had to sleep it wasn't the right time and way to do things. He told her about Going to Mpumalanga on Friday and how his Mother wants a makoti soon or they'll force him to take one, he asked her to come with him to Mpumalanga but she couldn't examinations start next week and has to study but she promised him that when the school holidays start she'll go with him for the weekend,  hey did the pinky promise and sealed it with a kiss and called it a night. When she was fast asleep he woke up and checked her wardrobe for sizes both for tops and jeans and also dresses as he was planning to buy her 3 outfits one being a dress she'll wear when they go to Mpumalanga, ( sizes 26 tops and 30 jeans ) he smiled when she saw how peacefully Jenny was sleeping,  he just wanted to kiss her and hold her till morning, he hugged Jenny, gave her a lot of pats and slept.